Posts Tagged ‘Bitch’

I recently started playing a game online called Sorority Life.

I thought it would be fun to collect outfits, accessories and other types of glamor. You know, hang out with girls and do girlie things.

The experience didn’t turn out quite like I expected, however.

Although there ARE some really nice girls…one of the most popular girls became very nasty to me for no reason. She called me horrible names, accused me falsely and pretty much controlled the whole situation, blocking me from playing the game.

She hurt me and I really don’t enjoy playing the game anymore. That doesn’t make me weak, it makes me human.

Think about your actions online, folks. There are real people on the other side of your monitor.

In saying this, there is something that I want you to know.

I am not perfect nor will I ever be. I am not better than anyone else. I make mistakes but I strive to improve.

I’m not mean, nor do I want to be. I walk in the light not darkness. I don’t like to hurt people’s feelings or make them feel bad about themselves. I don’t want to take away somebody’s enjoyment of playing a game in the name of being a bitch. I don’t want to belittle or single somebody out making them feel unworthy.

It doesn’t make me happy to crush somebody’s self esteem. I gain nothing from that.

I want to be kind, build you up and make you feel good about yourself. I want to congratulate you and celebrate in your successes. I want to inspire. I want to make a difference in your life. I want to entertain and make you burst into uncontrollable laughter.

If I am popular I want you to like me because I am a true friend and you respect me, not because you feel intimidated by the things I do.

If I choose you as a friend it’s because I see something exceptional.

If popularity means I have to be wicked then let me be unknown.

Maybe this is a life lesson for me. Perhaps there are some games in life I really shouldn’t play.

Moist and pulsating
Breathing fast
My body arching
How long can I last?

You whisper secrets
Into my ear
My god
I need to hold you near

To feel your breath
Upon my skin
And feel your cock
Slide right in

My body trembles
My legs twitch
Take me now
I’ll be your bitch

Touch me here
Lick me there
Fuck me hard
Pull my hair

Pound my pussy
Pin me to the bed
Spank my ass
Until I give you head

I’ll suck you for hours
Till you can take no more
Make you cum
Then ask for more

I will make you beg
Down on your knees
Give me puppy dog eyes
I make you say please

Your every wish
Is my command
I give myself
On your demand

Between us
There will be no master
We will lust
And just fuck faster

I am such a Bitch

Posted: June 16, 2010 by Marya in How I messed up my life, by Marya
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I really messed up my life and another persons life too.. Wish I would fix it and never look back but its not so easy.. Ever do something so wrong that you wanted to get out of it but waited til I was to late.. Then you lost it all and feel like shit as the days go by and you still know that person but wish it never came down to the way it ended?? I wanna get into more details but I dont feel its right for the other party involed eh .. Dam wish I knew what to do to make my Karma better.. Maybe as the days go by I will confess all eh.. Thats what I am hoping to do.. Knowing that my friends will still search out my old blog and find my new one..