Do you think of me

As I lay here in bed
I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you’re next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.

I am all alone

I write on this blog to hide the facts..
that I am clearly alone.
obviously you wouldn’t understand the pain and hurt that I have been through……
I am just running from myself  and there is nothing you can do about it.
So since I am on my own in this wonderous world..
Nothing else can be so clear
I still walk up and down the roads alone
But continue to write behind these brick walls

Un Named ( Any Idea’s on a name? )

Today we walk along the lake,
our fingers trace a flower’s bloom;
And east to west, comes light to rake
our eyes with tranquil-colored doom.

Your hand to waist, my head to chest,
tonight we stroll beside the lake;
Its visage sorting thoughts of rest
from water-dreaming stars in space.

The trees were dressed in red and gold,
when winter brought a somber chill;
We roamed the shore through joy and woe
until our days and nights were still.

The eons amble slight and pale,
as footsteps tread the tarn apace–
The starry skies and suns unveil
two lanterns drifting place to place.

Monday Dec 6th 2010

Don’t stress the things you can not change.

Sunday Dec 5th 2010

Find someone who let’s your greatness shine, someone who sees the beauty in you, someone who loves you for you, not for who they want you to be.

My Mood

My mood is like a cloudy noon
Waiting for the sun,
Or like a sailing ship that can’t
Set sail without the tide.

I fidget in my emptiness,
Not knowing where to run;
Yet when you’re near I can’t explain
What’s going on inside.

It’s too bad feelings swim so deep,
Too deep for anyone
To grasp them as they squiggle through
And take them for a ride.

No Penetration

diving headfirst into words
as the midnight air curls around
and tickles my toes
blushing at his thoughts

I am carried into his bed
lying there now as his words are
now whispered

hands touching
delicate…
hot….
aching…..
flesh

fingers touching lips….speechless
to the neck….breathless
eyes never leaving mine
fingers dancing across fields of heated nerves until
the sweetness that I hold for him
is found

sensations take over
rubbing circles around and around
body shaking (yes, right there)
moaning (wanting to cry out)

looking in eyes with feverish passion
while these eyes open and close
my hand finds his
(maybe he will slow down)

faster …
more pressure…
eyes still on me
body losing control…
sheets intertwined between fingers and toes
kissing me …
more circles (maybe cylinders)

moans entering his mouth ..
and they must be sweet and he can’t get
enough

letting go
arching the back
breathing hard yet hardly breathing
legs weak
hands limp
breathless..
speechless..

eyes opening
only to find a flashing screen
of heated letters

Friday Dec 3rd 2010

It’s hard to pretend you love someone if you really don’t, but it’s harder to pretend you don’t love someone if you really do.

What is this we see?

Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see?