Posts Tagged ‘loved’

If only the world could see what I feel
then, would the world, know who I am
I’ve loved, lost and feared the world
for it is sometimes too much to bare

Control, power, is what I fear
for I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me

I am lost to reality and living in time
Though I am struggling through life
and all that it offers, I am only human
and that is what makes me . . . Me.

Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world’s greatest challenge

Love! and how to accept it –
I am ready to face my fears

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Dream lover

Posted: August 13, 2010 by Marya in Poems
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In another time, another place
Perhaps we existed before,
And are now sensing the same feeling
As we reunite for the final encore.

In dreams I’ve reached to touch you
Yet your face remained a blur,
As my elusive faceless lover
Left me satisfied and astir.

For I have loved you for so long
In dreams of blissful dreams,
Now you and her have become as one
As I contemplate what it means.

Now another time, another place
At least we’ve finally met,
You have become my secret romancer
In a dream I will never forget..

In secrecy I have uttered
If his identity was ever bestowed,
I’d hold fast to forever
Never wanting to let him go.

The answers continue to escape me
Perhaps it is only life’s fate,
Allowing us another chance
To behold what we may create.