Posts Tagged ‘poems’

I Am Back

Posted: June 19, 2012 by Marya in Marya's thoughts
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It’s been a real long time since I took the time to update my blog. But I decided its time to post and write poems once again. Hope I still have followers.. I shall blog later tonite Bye for now.

Goodbye, My Friend

Posted: January 27, 2011 by Marya in Poems
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the time to go has come
this is goodbye my friend
it was nice to know you
my time here has come to an end

please dont forget me
as i wont ever you
but time to go away
is something i must do

iv places to go
people to meet
some maybe far
others up the street

im going back home now
from which i came
iv spent been many years away
but it almost looks the same

i shouldve went back long ago
so much time has passed
things are different now
and i cannot change the past

maybe one day we shall
meet again
but now its time to say
goodbye my friend

I hate….

Posted: December 29, 2010 by Marya in Poems
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I hate the way you laugh

I hate the way you smell

I hate the way you talk

I hate you all the way

I hate that your not here

I hate that your not there

I hate that you dont care

I hate that its not fair

I hate your aftershave

I hate your face

I hate your sweet embrace

I hate your even taste

I hate the way you left me

I hate the way you used me

I hate the way you loved me

I hate the way you touched me

 

But most of all I hate,

That I dont hate you at all 

Time to let go

Posted: December 24, 2010 by Marya in Poems
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How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don’t really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we’ve loved . . . the times have left
My heart says stay . . . but it’s my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can’t turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May life’s best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.

I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears,
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I’ve made or the fact that I can’t bring the past back?
What is it that I’m afraid of?
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I’ve hurt or the people that have hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see?
Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy?
What is it that I fear most?
What do my eyes say I’m scared of?
Is it the sun that sets but won’t seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
Is it me?
Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can’t be?
The things that I try to understand?
The me that I try to be with when I’m feeling sad?
The person I’m expected to be? is that what I fear? . . .
I think the thing I fear most . . .is me 

I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, country roads, and future dreams. 

I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.

I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it…now, it’s just a phrase
you say without thinking.

I miss those days when you’d call just to say “hi”
or “I love you”…the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.

I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you told me you loved me-and how after all those
months it still made my heart melt.

I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.

I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other’s hearts is the only place
we wanted to be…forever.

I miss us as I remember how it used to be…
when nothing else matter but you and me.

Thursday’s Poet Rally Week 34 Awards

Posted: December 9, 2010 by Marya in Marya's Poem Awards
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The Most Far-Sighted Poet Award

The Most Soulful Poet Award

Lovely Blogger Award

The Merriest Poet Award

As I lay here in bed
I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you’re next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.

Today we walk along the lake,
our fingers trace a flower’s bloom;
And east to west, comes light to rake
our eyes with tranquil-colored doom.

Your hand to waist, my head to chest,
tonight we stroll beside the lake;
Its visage sorting thoughts of rest
from water-dreaming stars in space.

The trees were dressed in red and gold,
when winter brought a somber chill;
We roamed the shore through joy and woe
until our days and nights were still.

The eons amble slight and pale,
as footsteps tread the tarn apace–
The starry skies and suns unveil
two lanterns drifting place to place.