Posts Tagged ‘words’

Reality is that slap in the face
When you think you have the world by the tail
And life seems to be moving at your own pace
When you feel like there is no way you can fail.

Reality is there to open your eyes
When you find you were walking with them closed
And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry
Because with reality, it shows you what you already know.

Reality breaks a person’s heart and soul
And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels
The truth and only truth is reality’s only goal
And it doesn’t care whose world that it might kill.

Reality keeps me in a state of mind
That I know it has complete control
But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find
And love lives for a while in my heart and soul.

Reality is not fair.
Reality does not care.

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I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears,
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I’ve made or the fact that I can’t bring the past back?
What is it that I’m afraid of?
Why am I so scared?
Is it the people I’ve hurt or the people that have hurt me?
Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see?
Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family?
Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy?
What is it that I fear most?
What do my eyes say I’m scared of?
Is it the sun that sets but won’t seem to rise?
Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
Is it me?
Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can’t be?
The things that I try to understand?
The me that I try to be with when I’m feeling sad?
The person I’m expected to be? is that what I fear? . . .
I think the thing I fear most . . .is me 

Thursday Dec 9th 2010

Posted: December 9, 2010 by Marya in Quote of the day
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Sometimes, all you can do is not think. not wonder. not obsess. not imagine. Just breathe. Everything works out in the end. 🙂

We must forgive each other, ourselves, and others for past mistakes that have been made. Forgiveness brings us closer and mends ugly wounds.

I write on this blog to hide the facts..
that I am clearly alone.
obviously you wouldn’t understand the pain and hurt that I have been through……
I am just running from myself  and there is nothing you can do about it.
So since I am on my own in this wonderous world..
Nothing else can be so clear
I still walk up and down the roads alone
But continue to write behind these brick walls

Tuesday Dec 7th 2010

Posted: December 7, 2010 by Marya in Quote of the day
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Some will only see you as who you used be &  some as who you’ll never be. But then there are those who will always see you for who you really are.

I hate to say it, but yeah, I’m getting bored. So bored in fact that I played a little game during my day.

I brought out a little note pad. I viewed every driver in their vehicle who passed me. I opened two categories.

1) Ugly people
2) Good looking people

Of course the results are totally biased, but here are the calculations.

Ugly people: fourty-six
Good looking people: twenty-seven
Tinted windows, (unable to calculate) : six

One guy almost snapped his head off looking around to see what I wrote. LOL!

This is similar to a game I played in highschool with my friends when we got bored except we viewed people’s noses. Of course, it sent us all into hysterics and we got kicked out of class many times. Ha-ha!