I hate the way you laugh
I hate the way you smell
I hate the way you talk
I hate you all the way
I hate that your not here
I hate that your not there
I hate that you dont care
I hate that its not fair
I hate your aftershave
I hate your face
I hate your sweet embrace
I hate your even taste
I hate the way you left me
I hate the way you used me
I hate the way you loved me
I hate the way you touched me
But most of all I hate,
That I dont hate you at all
Reality is that slap in the face
When you think you have the world by the tail
And life seems to be moving at your own pace
When you feel like there is no way you can fail.
Reality is there to open your eyes
When you find you were walking with them closed
And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry
Because with reality, it shows you what you already know.
Reality breaks a person’s heart and soul
And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels
The truth and only truth is reality’s only goal
And it doesn’t care whose world that it might kill.
Reality keeps me in a state of mind
That I know it has complete control
But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find
And love lives for a while in my heart and soul.
Reality is not fair.
Reality does not care.
How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don’t really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we’ve loved . . . the times have left
My heart says stay . . . but it’s my mind I must trust.
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can’t turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May life’s best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.
I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.
I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it…now, it’s just a phrase
you say without thinking.
I miss those days when you’d call just to say “hi”
or “I love you”…the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.
I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you told me you loved me-and how after all those
months it still made my heart melt.
I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.
I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other’s hearts is the only place
we wanted to be…forever.
I miss us as I remember how it used to be…
when nothing else matter but you and me.
Sometimes, all you can do is not think. not wonder. not obsess. not imagine. Just breathe. Everything works out in the end. 🙂
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As I lay here in bed
I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?
I imagine you’re next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.
My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.
I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.
I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.
It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.
Marya
Just Marya Now 